Ancient Hope

It has been some time since I last blogged. In all honesty I have not had much to write about. I have been living through my Dark Night of the Soul. It has been an arduous and challenging time. That is what a Dark Night is all about - difficulty. You are required to persevere through very trying times in your life, the purpose of which is to cleanse and purge you of all that is not beneficial for your Soul. This process is made even more difficult if you resist the change, the sooner you surrender that which hinders your Soul's evolution, the easier your life becomes. Death of the Ego, which is basically what a Dark Night leads to, is not without its pain and suffering. And it takes time, it is thorough in its execution and effects all aspects your life. The process is not easy, but believe me when I say the end result is worthwhile. I've also just needed to go to ground to take time to digest and evaluate all that I have been, and am still going through.

It takes specific catalyzing events, generally traumatic events, to trigger the Awakening process. We all incarnate into this reality under a veil of blanket amnesia, this is part of what the control matrix has done, to keep humanity subjugated. I underwent my Awakening in 2012. Spirit spared no punches, I was hit with emotional, physical and financial trauma. It had the desired effect as was intended, and led me to start asking the right questions and searching for the correct answers. Why am I here? What are we doing on this planet? Why are things the way they? In order to get the answers to these and other questions, there was a part of me that needed to die first - my ego! Having come to an epiphany that the ego is an exercise in futility, I was ready to receive the answers to that which I was seeking. This was the trigger that was required to get me to start waking up....

It was back in the very early stages of my Awakening, that the Archon's existence was disclosed to me. Being made aware of their existence is a very disturbing experience. It is akin to Neo taking the red pill. Frightening, unbelievable, gut wrenching, yet unmistakably and undeniably true. Archon in Greek means controller/ruler. It is my understanding that this is what the Book of Enoch refers to as the Watchers, the Bible as Fallen Angels, the Sumerians called them Annunaki, the Qur'an calls them Djinn, and the Gnostics, which is the term I use, called them Archons. On the $1 bill they are depicted as the All Seeing Eye/Watchers. They are the unseen controllers of humanity. Archons are in fact inter-dimensional negative thought form parasites that feed off the fear they instill upon us. Fear is what sustains them, nourishes them and empowers them. They lie beyond our five senses, outside our normal field of perception. Another part of what has been done to keep humanity in subjugation. This is why we can only decode approximately 5% of the electromagnetic spectrum and access on 20% of our brain power You cannot fight an enemy you cannot see, and if you cannot see them you will not believe they exist. Out of sight is out of mind. It is only under certain conditions of altered states of consciousness that they can be seen. Altered states can be achieved in a number of ways, rhythmic dance, drumming, meditation and use of certain psychedelics, like Ayahuasca, Iboga, Psilocybin and Amanita Muscaria etc., whose active ingredient is DMT or dimethyltryptamine, which is also called the Spirit Molecule, can the veil be lifted thus allowing you to "see". We think we are top of the food chain, we're not!


The bible is a coded text. If you start to decipher that code you start to understand our origins and history more clearly, and it then explains much about what is transpiring in this world today! It becomes more meaningful than the gibberish we have been taught. We did walk in the Garden of Eden(Universe) with God(Love), until we were introduced to the snake(representative of the Reptilians and Yaldaboath, the Leader of The Archons). Yaldaboath tricks Eve into eating an apple from the Tree Of Knowledge. The promise he made was that through our intellect, we in our own right would become gods ourselves. This is the Ancient Hope/Secret Promise that is actually the teaching of Luciferianism, and is taught in the Secret Societies and Mystery Schools that exist to this day! Knowledge is power, and we would use that power to conquer Earth! This agenda has been painstakingly worked towards ever since then. Only the Elite, who have been initiated into these schools, are in possession of this knowledge and have used it against us to keep us in imprisoned.

For me Yaldaboath is the vengeful, hateful god of the Old Testament. He is selfish, genocidal and  psychotic. He has made false promises that in the end, will be to his benefit only. Love is Creation, Light is Information. Archons fear Love, it is what will destroy them. They cannot Love! They do not have the capacity to. They want to become like us, but cannot because of Love. So they are doing the next best thing, making us become like them! In order to achieve this, they need to wipe all positive emotions from our collective. We will know only fear! Fear is what drives them, its what separates us from uniting. Divide and Conquer is the plan, and its working!

Today, even though he was not born on this day, is meaningful to me, in that it marks the fight against this evil. The Birth of a Starseed, I believe to be Sirian in origin, a Spiritual Warrior, who came to Earth to wake us up, to get us to realise the situation we find ourselves in, and thus urge us to act against it! Jesus's message is not to be disregarded out of hand. We face real danger, from a real enemy! We all need to raise our emotional vibrations to joy, happiness, compassion, forgiveness, Love etc if we are to win the war, ascend to the higher dimensions and thus remain Eternal!

I wish you all a very Merry Xmas. May your day be filled with joy, happiness, Love and God's Blessings!!!

I do not profess to be a Biblical Scholar, or expert. Its just how I have come to understand things, and what resonates with my soul. If your opinion differs, I respect that. In return respect mine.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS ALL!