Ancient Hope

It has been some time since I last blogged. In all honesty I have not had much to write about. I have been living through my Dark Night of the Soul. It has been an arduous and challenging time. That is what a Dark Night is all about - difficulty. You are required to persevere through very trying times in your life, the purpose of which is to cleanse and purge you of all that is not beneficial for your Soul. This process is made even more difficult if you resist the change, the sooner you surrender that which hinders your Soul's evolution, the easier your life becomes. Death of the Ego, which is basically what a Dark Night leads to, is not without its pain and suffering. And it takes time, it is thorough in its execution and effects all aspects your life. The process is not easy, but believe me when I say the end result is worthwhile. I've also just needed to go to ground to take time to digest and evaluate all that I have been, and am still going through.

It takes specific catalyzing events, generally traumatic events, to trigger the Awakening process. We all incarnate into this reality under a veil of blanket amnesia, this is part of what the control matrix has done, to keep humanity subjugated. I underwent my Awakening in 2012. Spirit spared no punches, I was hit with emotional, physical and financial trauma. It had the desired effect as was intended, and led me to start asking the right questions and searching for the correct answers. Why am I here? What are we doing on this planet? Why are things the way they? In order to get the answers to these and other questions, there was a part of me that needed to die first - my ego! Having come to an epiphany that the ego is an exercise in futility, I was ready to receive the answers to that which I was seeking. This was the trigger that was required to get me to start waking up....

It was back in the very early stages of my Awakening, that the Archon's existence was disclosed to me. Being made aware of their existence is a very disturbing experience. It is akin to Neo taking the red pill. Frightening, unbelievable, gut wrenching, yet unmistakably and undeniably true. Archon in Greek means controller/ruler. It is my understanding that this is what the Book of Enoch refers to as the Watchers, the Bible as Fallen Angels, the Sumerians called them Annunaki, the Qur'an calls them Djinn, and the Gnostics, which is the term I use, called them Archons. On the $1 bill they are depicted as the All Seeing Eye/Watchers. They are the unseen controllers of humanity. Archons are in fact inter-dimensional negative thought form parasites that feed off the fear they instill upon us. Fear is what sustains them, nourishes them and empowers them. They lie beyond our five senses, outside our normal field of perception. Another part of what has been done to keep humanity in subjugation. This is why we can only decode approximately 5% of the electromagnetic spectrum and access on 20% of our brain power You cannot fight an enemy you cannot see, and if you cannot see them you will not believe they exist. Out of sight is out of mind. It is only under certain conditions of altered states of consciousness that they can be seen. Altered states can be achieved in a number of ways, rhythmic dance, drumming, meditation and use of certain psychedelics, like Ayahuasca, Iboga, Psilocybin and Amanita Muscaria etc., whose active ingredient is DMT or dimethyltryptamine, which is also called the Spirit Molecule, can the veil be lifted thus allowing you to "see". We think we are top of the food chain, we're not!


The bible is a coded text. If you start to decipher that code you start to understand our origins and history more clearly, and it then explains much about what is transpiring in this world today! It becomes more meaningful than the gibberish we have been taught. We did walk in the Garden of Eden(Universe) with God(Love), until we were introduced to the snake(representative of the Reptilians and Yaldaboath, the Leader of The Archons). Yaldaboath tricks Eve into eating an apple from the Tree Of Knowledge. The promise he made was that through our intellect, we in our own right would become gods ourselves. This is the Ancient Hope/Secret Promise that is actually the teaching of Luciferianism, and is taught in the Secret Societies and Mystery Schools that exist to this day! Knowledge is power, and we would use that power to conquer Earth! This agenda has been painstakingly worked towards ever since then. Only the Elite, who have been initiated into these schools, are in possession of this knowledge and have used it against us to keep us in imprisoned.

For me Yaldaboath is the vengeful, hateful god of the Old Testament. He is selfish, genocidal and  psychotic. He has made false promises that in the end, will be to his benefit only. Love is Creation, Light is Information. Archons fear Love, it is what will destroy them. They cannot Love! They do not have the capacity to. They want to become like us, but cannot because of Love. So they are doing the next best thing, making us become like them! In order to achieve this, they need to wipe all positive emotions from our collective. We will know only fear! Fear is what drives them, its what separates us from uniting. Divide and Conquer is the plan, and its working!

Today, even though he was not born on this day, is meaningful to me, in that it marks the fight against this evil. The Birth of a Starseed, I believe to be Sirian in origin, a Spiritual Warrior, who came to Earth to wake us up, to get us to realise the situation we find ourselves in, and thus urge us to act against it! Jesus's message is not to be disregarded out of hand. We face real danger, from a real enemy! We all need to raise our emotional vibrations to joy, happiness, compassion, forgiveness, Love etc if we are to win the war, ascend to the higher dimensions and thus remain Eternal!

I wish you all a very Merry Xmas. May your day be filled with joy, happiness, Love and God's Blessings!!!

I do not profess to be a Biblical Scholar, or expert. Its just how I have come to understand things, and what resonates with my soul. If your opinion differs, I respect that. In return respect mine.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS ALL!

Evolution

"Jesus your strength - Evolve." That was the message given to me by Spirit a couple months back. Shortly afterward, what I thought had been a difficult year for me, got even more so. Our evolution has not stopped unfolding. We are evolving consciously, but this however is not an easy process. Our evolution requires the Death of the Ego, which through a Dark Night of the Soul, serves to annihilate all that which does not serve the best interests of your Higher Self. A Dark Night of the Soul is a personal crisis that will challenge you to the point of questioning your own existence and purpose. You enter a stage of wreckless endangerment of self and even contemplate self termination. This however, defeats the purpose of the purge/cleanse that this process actually serves. You are required to transmute the negative energy that surrounds and permeates throughout your entire life, into a positive outlook. No matter what trials and tribulations are thrown at you, you have to remain upbeat and persevere through the darkness and walk toward the Light! To give in at this stage is to fall foul of your Ego and succumb to its lies. This challenge is the ultimate test. To face your fear, and have faith in God, and His plan for you.

We are part of the ecosystem that is Earth. We are part of life. Life as we know it is under threat and if something is not done, extinction is what awaits us all. Invention is the Mother of all Necessity. What is needed at this time is for Humankind to evolve to Higher Frequencies in order to safeguard our survival. The software program called Ego, which we adopted in order to experiment with and learn from, has run its course. We are awakening, as a species, to the trouble it has caused us. We are to upgrade to a new program. The Matrix in which we currently run our lives, serves only to hold us in an egotistical state and thus prevent us from ascending to our Higher Selves. The political, financial and social system as it is currently set up and operated, only benefits a select few to the detriment of many. Greed and power does not serve us all as a species. We need to wake up to the fact that we are here for the benefit of all. Our diversity is what should bind us, not tear us apart. The riches of Earth are for all her inhabitants, and not just a select few.

 

God's plan was not for us to be born, get an education and work ourselves to death. The desires of some men, and other beings, has subverted God's plan and our purpose. We are the custodians of Earth and instead of caring for our planet we are destroying it in the name of profit. This is unsustainable. If we are to survive we need to find new ways of living. We are destroying our planet in the false belief we are creating better lives for ourselves. The continuation of all life on this planet requires spiritual healing of not only ourselves, but Mother Earth as well. We need to reconnect with Source and understand our purpose. We are here for each other. One cannot survive without the other!

 

Every moment of my life has led me to this point in my existence. Every decision and action I have ever taken, both good and bad, is the sum total of who I am today. Through trauma, Source woke me up. I am now experiencing the birthpains of becoming someone new. The Awakening process purges all that is not useful to your conscious evolution. All priorities have changed. I have woken to the possibility of our past being more than what we have been told. Our future, therefore, can be greater than what we believe it can be. We can become co-creators of a better environment for all. It's time to unplug from The Matrix and plot a new course. Change is the only constant in the Universe and change is what is required of us now. This process in underway across the globe. A permanent Shift in Consciousness will take root when 10% of the population uploads the new program. 

 

The sleeper has awakened, and although the process is difficult, I have to stay the course. A butterfly will emerge from the chrysalis. I will persevere through the dark, for it's Light I seek as reward.

 

I am a Lightworker. I am a Blue Ray Starseed. It is my purpose to Awaken you from The Matrix and assist in your Conscious Evolution.

I wish you Light and Love!

May God Bless You, God be with you, For God is within You!

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My Precious

Carrie -"My Precious", is gone! After spending the GDP of a small country to repair her, and recently being faced with another such equivalent repair bill, the writing was on the wall that she had to go. I now have much in common with the Greek economy! The "Principle of Sunk Cost" has been lived and experienced, and it's been an expensive lesson in necessity. Spirit, through my Awakening, has tested my attachment to the material. Carrie was the last vestige of my ego, I have cried no tears for her! I'm now "Carloss", but much more importantly, free from the monthly running cost of a car, and can start recovering from the hole I find myself in. In my time I have had 6 vehicles, mostly all coupes, including one cabriolet, a 4 X 4, and a superbike. In coming to the realisation that transport is not a definition of who I am, and that ego based purchases come at a price, I've opted for a cheap mode of transport  - a scooter! I can no longer justify the cost of driving such and such, when I can't drive above a certain speed limit, and I get to my destination in good time anyway. I will never buy another car on Higher Purchase again. Where I saw want, I now see waste, and I focus only on what I really need!

Just ONE of the MANY times I had problems with Carrie in the past 12 months!

The list of shit wrong with her was ENDLESS! I don't think the engineer who designed it ever drove one!

My new ride - NO FANCY ELECTRONICS & A KEY THAT ACTUALLY TURNS TO START!!!

 

Lack and limitation has always been my biggest fear. That is what God is testing me on at this stage of my life. Through this experience I have learned that all my stress was for naught. I've worked and slaved for what at the end of the day?? I let an object like a car hold me hostage financially, just so I could look good in it?? MADNESS!! That's probably been my problem all along. I've been too preoccupied with vanity and the physical, that I ignored my Spiritual Connection to Source. I've come to realise that my time on earth is borrowed, and so are all the belongings I own. Its not mine. They belong to Mother Earth and God. I do not get to take any of it with me when I die. Getting to see a sun rise, and sun set daily, is completely at the discretion of My Maker. In order to evolve further and become more congruent with my soul, I have to completely surrender to The Divine. I cannot try manipulate and control events in my life. What will be will be. I have no Pot-plant, no Pet, no Parent, no Partner, and soon no Property, but I am discovering my Purpose. For 15 years I built my body, now the time has come to build my soul!

I'm coming to realise that my fears are irrational. The Earth is bountiful, and if connected to Source, I will always have and be replenished. John 15:5 - "I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me and you can do nothing." I cut myself from The Vine for many years, without acknowledging or thanking God for all that is, my resulting reality has born no fruit. Loose living has taken it's pound of flesh, and I have been left wanting. There is a karmic price to pay for all that we do, that is not in alignment with our souls. I'm beginning to live a life of gratitude and contentment. Through acceptance of what is, and releasing what was, I'm walking a better road to fulfillment in my life. I'm becoming what Caroline Myss, in her book "Entering the Castle", refers to as a "Mystic without a Monastery."

This has not been an easy road. It was not meant to be. We value that which we work hard for more than if something was just given. Staying on the Spiritual Path is difficult, especially in a world that is so ego and consumption driven. If our species is to survive, our focus on what is important needs to change. We are more than just money and material goods.

 

I am a Lightworker. I am a Starseed of the Blue Ray. It is my purpose to Awaken as many of you as I can to The Truth, and in doing so cause a Consciousness Shift on Earth. We are Evolving...

I wish you Love and Light!

May God Bless you, God be with you, for God is Within You!

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Wi-Fi

"There is no coming to consciousness without pain." - Carl Jung

I drive a black French car aptly named "Carrie". I bought my 175 kw 2-litre turbo with 18inch mags back in the day when I had an ego. The ego wants what you do not need, and the wisdom of that  hindsight is a bitch! In my defense though, and as I stated in my last blog, nothing is made to last. Car manufacturer's these days are in the business of spare parts, not cars. Granted Carrie is 6 years old and probably needs to be replaced, but I refuse to get caught in the debt trap again. I have had a Higher Purchase Agreement on every car I've had since I was 21. That was many moons ago! In the last year, my temperamental Carrie decided the time has come to give up the ghost. I have countered with spending the equivalent of a small nations GDP to resuscitate her. She will be paid off next month, and I will thus extract the capital I have thrown at her over the years, by NOT having a car payment for the foreseeable future. I would rather keep fixing her(I've replaced everything from bumper to bumper), than buy another car. Better the devil you know! You don't get very much bang for your buck these days anyway, and I've suffered long enough!

Last week I had to have Carrie towed again. In trying to live my life in the Higher Frequencies, I have to admit that I crashed. I was told that I would need to replace the engine. After all I have laboured and paid, it was too much for me to bear. In being faced with such stress I do what I do best...SLEEP! I self-impose solitary confinement on myself! I climb into my cave, draw the curtains, close the door, pull the covers over my head and close my eyes. The Conversation I had with God was strained to say the least. It normally takes 2 days for me to find the strength to get back up on my feet, and face what life has to throw at me. But, considering the fact that we manifest, and mirror, our thoughts in our lives, I am still left asking more questions of myself than before. I've come to the conclusion that I must have been a scrap dealer in a previous life, and am repaying the Karmic Debt incurred. In this life though, I need to continue to live and evolve, and heal my soul, and although it is difficult, it must be done. Life is about making better choices. So after being an ostrich for 2 days, a dear friend, Michael, decided to pull me from the darkness and push me to start managing the crisis which lay before me. And it so happens it wasn't as bad as what I had originally been told. The assessment by the mechanic, whom I won't name and shame, was wrong! 2 days wasted in bed. My "timeout" was not well received by the orphanage I was doing volunteer work for, and sadly I will no longer be involved with it. There is always someone worse off than you. As much as my situation is dire, I still feel the need to help others. I will not be deterred by this setback, there are plenty of organisations I can volunteer my time to. I wish the kids at the orphanage well!

 

Suffering is universal. The success of your life depends on whether you evolve and grow from it, or let it drag you down into the abyss. Whatever is not good for your Soul, you have to release. Looking at the world today, there is crisis all over. Floods in Europe, war, protests and turmoil in the Middle East, spying in the West, Africa riddled with corruption and economic distress everywhere! Very seldom do we get any good news these days. This has an impact on our emotional state of being. We are though, through the reality we have created, forgetting the power of our emotions, and are instead living through the want of our ego. We have become detached from feeling. The only feeling we mostly allow ourselves, is when we purchase something or watch TV, a movie, a concert or a sports match. Everything is TELLING us what to feel. We are Spiritual Beings of emotional frequency, incarnated in human form to interact in this reality. We have the control, but have handed this power over to the consume mentality of our ego. The ideal that to succeed we must make a profit above all else, has sadly and insanely become the single basic driving force of our existence. We have forgotten our humanity and Spiritual essence. This has left us divided and confused. The frequency we are emitting is out of balance with our natural state, not only of ourselves and our neighbours, but the Universe as well!

Studies are proving that we are all connected. That your actions and thoughts, have a direct effect on not just your reality, but everyone else's to. It is not localised and separate from the whole. We as a species through our thoughts, are effecting the planet and The Universe! The effects of our peaceful thoughts can be measured using a specific meditation technique of a group in an area, whats known as the Maharishi Effect, named after Maharishi Mahesh Yogi. Through group meditation focused on specific peaceful emotions, it was shown that violence subsided within the area where the meditation occurred! That is the power that our thoughts have! It only takes √1% of a population to effect such a change in the consciousness of the surrounding populace! Much like different electronic devices can be linked wirelessly to a central router through WiFi, so to are we linked by our consciousness to the whole! Our hearts emit a stronger electromagnetic force than our brains. On the Massacre of 11 September 2001, measurements were taken of the Earths Geomagnetic Field, which clearly showed a spike just around the time the first plane hit the first tower. The emotional outpouring felt that day had a measurable effect on the Earth. The following 2 diagrams were taken from this website which explains further - http://www.glcoherence.org/monitoring-system/about-system.html

Unfortunately, as a whole we are not emitting positive frequencies at this time. Separation, agitation, stress, hatred, greed, want, envy, jealousy, stress etc has become our norm. What we are emitting is thus being reflected back to us in the form of natural disasters on a grande scale by Mother Earth and violence and war within Humanity! Bigger tornados, record rainfall and floods, hotter heatwaves and more devastating earthquakes etc is what is being manifested. If we were to be at peace, so would Mother Earth and The Universe. Not that natural cycles of weather etc would be stopped, but I'm sure the intensity of the force of these occurrences would be less. There are over 7 billion of us now living on the planet. The effects are going to become exponentially detrimental if we do not find another way.

Either we wake up and start saving the planet and ourselves, or we destroy everything in the process. If we all made the effort to start thinking better of ourselves and each other, I believe it would go a long way in solving our problems. The Petro-dollar economy that is being propped up by force, and is the driving mechanism to our consume culture must end. We have to focus on what we need, not what we want. We need Mother Earth to survive...PERIOD! It's time to start changing the way we think....

 

I am a Lightworker. I am a Starseed of the Blue Ray! It is my purpose to awaken as many of you as I can to The Truth, and in doing so cause a Consciousness Shift on Mother Earth. We are evolving...

 

 

 

I wish you Love and Light!

May God Bless You, God be with you, For God is Within You!

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